Still here

This morning when Hasselbot reminded my to blog something, I reflexively aimed for the delete key as I have been doing for the last year - but stopped. Instead, I logged in here with the intention of deleting the whole blog and starting over again – maybe – someday. If I ever reinvent myself, I’ll do this again – maybe – someday.

I say to myself : It’s too hard, I don’t have enough time, nobody reads it…I’m not good enough (fill in your favorite self loathing lies here).

And yet…I’m still here. No deleting. No cheating. Just here.